bunga larangan...

korang penah x terpikir nak tua cepat2 n nk mati cepat2....n lepas tu kte dh blh jumpe org yg kite syg kt alam sane... percaye x kalo aku kate aku penah terpikir mcmtu satu ketika dulu...nak tau x time bile..? time aku masih x dapat terima nenek kesayangan aku pergi wat selamanya dulu...waktu tu aku ckp bende ni kat pakwe aku...nak tau ape die kate...die wat aku rase bersalah plak...die kate...yg dah pergi...biarkanlah dia pergi...yg masih ade skrg ni dh x syg lg ke..?? aku mmg tersentap mase tu...mcm pentingkn diri pun ade aku mase tu....tak patut aku cakap cmtu kt die...n kalo family aku tau bende ni pun mesti dierg kecik ati....aku kesal sgt pk mcmtu...sory sgt2 dear...my parents...siblings...syg sgt kat korg...but never stop thinking about her...always make me cry when im start...but crying make me better...my dear awo named Kuntom...thats why she loves flowers n purfume so much...she's lovely like a 'bunga' for me...but now i cant see, cant touch, cant talk, cant hold, cant kiss, n cant everything...but she can do that to me...hopefully...coz she's now still like a bunga but 'bunga larangan' for me...:( so much love n miss u awo...may Allah bless u there n others too...

                                                               with my dear awo...